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May 29th, 2008

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06:18 pm - Total Disbelief!
It all started out with good intentions in mind, I needed a job and working in Malibu seemed to be all that I was looking for at the time. But now, I'm starting to realize that if I don't make some serious changes soon, the life that I'm moving towards will evaporate quicker than moisture on the ground.

There are many issues that I'm facing right now, and mostly it’s the fact that my money is drying up. I'm spending $600 a month on gas, my loans and debts seem to be piling up, and I have to change my academic status from a full-term student to a part-time student because my financial aid resources just isn't there for me right now. Also, might I add that I more than likely won't be able to be as creative as I want to because my time is stretched to the extreme, and I get up every morning at 4am and when school is in session I don't get to bed until around 11pm, which can be 1am if I decide to talk to my girlfriend.

The shit is about to hit the fan, I'm starting to see the signs all around me, and now I have to literally find another job closer to home and my school, or I might end up staying school longer than I plan to.

My decision should be simple... of course it’s simple, I guess I just don't like making sudden changes due to economic hardship.

I'm on the Dean's List at my school, and for me, school is the most important element in my life, its the thing that motivates me to get up every morning at 4am. But I'm starting to grasp that I'm losing out on the fundamental qualities that make our lives meaningful.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated

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