Must go to sleep... not yet though!

I'm extremly tired mentally, but I'm too jazzed to sleep right now. I've had one of those really productive days which always feels meaningful. Currently right now, I'm moving up the I.T. World as an EDI Mapper, its very challening, yet very time consuming and detail oriented. I think last week I seriously clocked in about 30 hours of overtime... of course in the back of my mind I'm thinking about the added experience I'm gaining. And no... the money doesn't cross my mind because living in California doesn't come cheap... the government loves sucking my cash from my grasp... but I don't have time to whine about that.

My family and friends are still calling me daily telling me about the wonderful time they're having in paradise (Hawaii), I'm getting really worked up over the fact that I wish I was there... but I told myself that I didn't want to get distracted, anyways... I didn't want to risk the fact that I would meet some hot woman on some secluded beach, and end up talking about poetry and all my fascination with being surrounded by the ocean! Wow... my imagination knows no limits!

But I think I'm going to try and fall asleep... or I could simply watch.. "Finding Neverland" and get all emotional, and cry myself to sleep! But I must maintain my manhood and not cry, but I also cried during "Big Fish" as well, so I guess I have nothing to hide!